i'm bleeding..nt of my usual nose bleeding..nt bcos i haf new wounds..but i'm bleeding down there..yupz..down there..my wound din nt tear la..(stupid mr teng curse me)..still can see e visible scar n e stitches..undergo a operation on 17 feb..recovered le..i rmb e doc saeing i nid 1 mth 4 e external wound 2 heal..n 3 mths 2 heal completely plus internally..nw onli 2mths++..n i'm bleeding le..hafing blood in my discharge..shit..dare nt tew my mama or go c my surgeon abt it..i noe wad happen..internally e wound tear..i tink..there's y i'm bleeding..hafing pain at my wound since e start of e sports day heats..yupz..started bleeding onli aft e 4X100m relay heats..guess i reali over-exerted myself..no choice..hafing nationals in july..gt no more time 2 rest le..haf 2 start training or else i will never get back my old form le..n my medal hope will b gone again..tis yr is e last chance 4 me 2 get a medal in nationals le..so..no choice..but 2 pray hard tt nothing willl happen 2 me until e end of e national track..yupz...
e scar will remain there 4eva..it brings back sad n painful memories..memories that i wish 2 4get..but cant..cos e scar will be there 4eva.........