if u all realise i call my mum "mama"..but nv "mother"..cos mother is onli left 4 her...
yupz..there's tis person whom i call "mother"..she still holds tat special place in my heart..tho we nv contact each other le..sigh..tat itself has a sad story...sigh..how i wished i can turn back time...sigh....
but..e memories i had w her are e most wonderful in my life..wheneva there's public hols..we will surely haf programmes on..either gg 4 fishing..or BBQ..or juz gg out..my 1st time gg 2 esplanade, benjamin sheares' bridge, clarke quay were oso w her..sigh.. realli miss e times tat we had 2gether..e fun times, e on-ness, e enthusiasim..i no longer experience it..even w my current grp of fwens..sigh..
*sori gals..but smtimes i reali feel tat we r no longer tat enthu abt thgs..everydae is juz gg hm aft sch..no fun..sori*
tt tym i past by her area..there were mixed feelings..i wished 2 b able 2 c her..but i wun noe wad 2 do if i do reali get 2 c her..sigh..i msged her occasionally..but she juz din reply..sigh..
has our fwenship reali ended cos of wad happened last yr??? mother....i reali missed u...