yea..i went out w lollipop..n carol..yupz we went 2 causeway pt..abit far den dun mind..she used 2 live in tt area b4 moving 2 where she lives nw..can c tt she still likes tt place..yupz..so we juz toked n toked n eat n walk n laugh..haha carol n her 2gether sure make a funny combi..haha was laughing my stomach out..haha..they all arh jokers man!!! yupz..bought another CI Boys..hEe..CI Boys r cute ok..=P den on e way back 2 sch (cos i had trg at 4pm) we took MRT..den lollipop was tired..she lied on carol..but she felt tickish..so in e end lollipop was lying on my shoulder!! haha sound so psycho..but it was onli 4 a moment..felt so xin fu..reali wished if she was mine.....*sighs* wad can i ask 4? i guess i'm fortunate enuf 2 b her fwen...
ok den i malu-ated myself on e train!! ARGH!!! ok.. i was opening my CI Boys..e plastic couldnt open..i turned left..lollipop stoning..i turned right..carol cutting her nails..den i continue trying 2 open e darn plastic..still din bulge at all!! ok den i use more strength..den.....who noes..e plastic open!! n my CI Boy FLEW out of e bag!! n landed on e floor..in e TRAIN!!! N every1 on e train was lyk looking at me..den me, carol n lollipop burst out laughing..SO PAISEH!!!!! aft so long den i went 2 pick it up..so malu.......my face went red from laughing n malu-ness..ok den we alighted at AMK..so glad 2 get out of e train..haha..den took bus back 2 sch..den grace called lollipop..she knew she was w me..she knew wad bus we r on..she knew wad we were wearing..but she was w char...*??????* den i realised guihe was on e same bus..but on e lower deck..haha den she called grace tewing her tt she saw us..haha scared me..i tok grace how cum so li hai..can noe everythg de..haha..weird dae..
den i went 4 trg while carol n lollipop went 2 bugis..raining during trg..oh moaning gal finali came 4 track trg..haha..den all i did was 2 do dips n chin ups..sigh..kant throwers do leg exercises too? we nid leg power too!! esp 4 shotput!! kuku coach..dun lyk him..he's bias..finali alex realises tt too..wols pplz...den went hm aft trg..haha so guai lor..but.. i was caught in e damn traffic jam fer 45MINS!!! irritating..i was so hungry lorz!! reach hm den msged lollipop..i sort of pei her sms while she travel ard..yupz..felt so xin fu agnz..oh no..i'm sinking deeper n deeper..sigh..duno when will i eva get out of tis..n 4gt abt her..guess not..sighs..

with each passing day,
i gt 2 noe u deeper
so does my love for u
but i noe it's impossible btw us
but still,
e unwillingness in my heart 2 let go...
still clinging onto e hope
tt 1 day we can b 2gether...

sigh..m i dumb or wad??
i'm sinking deeper each day...