happy happy happy...
e pig is happy once again..
new hopes...
new life? maybe..
hEe..i love you!!! =)

[dun tink u'll b reading tis..but juz 1msg from u..it made my day..*mUaCkZ*]

bball 2dae..glad 2 c deanna n gang..din tok 2 her tho..sigh..wadeva..sun was gd..played 3 on 3..dun lyk her..*wonders* wad's so gd abt her?dun get it..
kant run anymore..put on alot of weight i guess..knee kant take it anymore..tt xcess bulge at my tummy..making my knee hurt agn..sigh..ankles cracking agn..sigh..old injuries r cuming back..new injury haf yet 2 heal n e old ones r cuming already..sigh..nida change a new body..hopefully by e next appt, new injury wld haf healed..den no nid 2 go under e knife agn..keeping mum abt it..shall bear with e pain..i'm a strong gal =)
shall lose weight..gg 2 work out in e gym..swim..n run hopefully..if my knee n ankle can make it..hopefully 2 c a new me in 6mths?hEe..JIA YOU!!!

i tried nt 2 msg u..my brain tried 2 control..but my heart n my fingers juz dun listen..sigh..
stl dun understand y did u haf 2 reciprocate 2 my actions..sigh..it onli gave me hope..even if i knew it was a 0.01% hope..but it's stl a hope..sigh..
i luv u..i stl kant bear 2 gif u up..2 let ur bf haf u..anyway u dun lyk him anymore..y r u stl sticking 2 him?why why why?
juz bcos he nids u?bcos he's feeling down?den haf u tot abt me?my feelings?u were e one who gave me hope..n u were e one who crushed e little hope tt i haf..juz lyk crushing e hope of a princess of finding her prince..
n u stl tew me tt u lyked me..sigh..how i wish thgs nv happened..so it'll juz remain as me loving u..an 1-sided love..tt's all..
but deep down inside me..i still wan 2 haf u..by my side..guess i'm juz deeply in love with u..sigh..