haha..back from bball camp..it wasnt a training camp..was more of a team bonding camp..so mostly we played games n slack n eat n play n slack n eat..haha..n connie said i bcame heavier aft a day of camp.. sObZ! =( [gt nthg to do ar..so juz eat n eat n eat n eat lor..haha]

had morning pt on sat..ran 6 rounds.. legs limp, calf cramping.. sit-ups, push-ups, burpees..2 sets of 10.. legs even more limp..nua.. sprint relay..4X100m X2.. legs officially jelly.. but e feeling was shuang aft u completed everythg..but it's time to train myself up..stamina is BAD BAD BAD!!! [when will e lazy jas go away n e sporty n fit jas cum back agn? u haf been missing for years..nearly 4yrs to b exact.. haiz]

had friendly with kaixuan tt aftnoon.. wonder if i will get to go down..hmm..pray hard tt cindy calls me.. den she choose..1st 5..2nd 5..3rd 5.. mainly yr3 + 2..e rest of e yr1s were sitting on e floor while they were on e bench..

game played..no time's up..juz continue playing n substituting..

cindy calls e better players from e yr1s.. stl no me.. game continues.. continue to pray hard..

den cindy looks at e reminding yr1s.. finally..heart beat fast fast..
look at me..point at me..n say.. [in chinese] knee still not ok?

den..b4 i cld reply..she turned 2 e next person n called her.. *piang* hope completely dashed.. =(

for e rest of e game she stl looked over..looked at me den looked away.. sigh..stewpig knee..

den yun keep asking me to warm up n dun juz sit there..wait later go into court n injure knee agn.. but so obvious tt cindy wun call me liao..sobz..

game ends..

cindy gave feedback on every player..everyone..whether u were on e court or sitting outside..she commented on ur mistakes n sae whether u haf a chance to make it for e team.. den when it cums to me..only 1 word.. [think u can guess it] Injured.. sigh..so sad..

will it still be same for e next few friendlies? that u wun put me down when my knee hurts? if tt's e case..i guess i wun b gg down to play forever.. haiz..


overall..e camp was fun..gt to noe e yr1s n e seniors better..haha.. but feels so alienated from e outside world man..wan to watch tv..watch soccer..use my lappie..hEe.. and..SLEEP ON MY BED WITH MY 'ZHU TOU'.. *OiNkz* =D