had biomechanics test 2dae..din study finish..fell aslp while trying to study..haha.. during e test i juz stared at e paper..

qn 1..duno how to do.. skip..
qn 2..oso duno how to do.. skip..
qn 3..duno how to do.. BUT e whole paper onli gt 5 qns.. tried to do..next..
qn 4..dun understand.. tried to do..
qn 5..even dun understand.. fell aslp while tinking of e ans.. haha..

juz felt lyk packing my thgs n slp n not attempt any qns at all.. cos i DUNNO ANYTHG!! n it's all on theory..no calculations at all.. damn.. tho biomechanics is onli 20% component of anatomy..i dun wan to fail n c dr uma agn next yr!! i had enuf of her.. juz wan to get over n done with everythg this yr.. den i tried to do e paper..n wrote crap..

jas died at biomechanics test.. physically n mentally tired + drained..

aft e test my class went to PS to eat lunch n watch X-MEN 3.. i din watched..had to go home to take my stuff for ref at 7..so aft lunch i n afew others walked ard PS..n i bought a pair of AND1 bball shoes.. =) [ my asiscs shoes tearing into half..soon.. =( ]

broke agn aft e mini spree..haha..

went to ref at bukit merah.. again..sian.. saw e old referees ard.. sian.. decided tt i shd not run 2dae..nt feeling well anyway.. tink gg to haf fever or flu soon..sigh.. stoned while keeping scores.. i dun lyk to ref w e 'lao jiaos'..u dun learn anythg fm them at all..juz lyk wad happened last sun.. kcuf..

wad happen last sun..
i very long nv ref..(abt 1-2 mths bah) so naturally everythg bcums rusty..alertness oso cannot make it..i noe i made alot of blunders during e game..alot of mistakes tt i shdnt haf made..i made on tt day..sigh.. was hoping tt sm 'lao jiao' will actually correct me..or at least tew me where i've gone wrong.. but NO.. none said a single word.. all 3 'lao jiaos' at my court juz kept quiet.. hello?? arent u guys suppose to lead e juniors?? so where's e help? was already pissed with myself for ref-ing so badly..their nonchalent attitude further pissed me off.. kcuf..

so i 2day juz saved my energy n did e slacking jobs..haha..earn abit lesser..but at least i dun haf to tahan their fucking attitudes..plus i dun haf 2 tolerate e unnecessary critisms from e fucking coaches..

ok done..finish complaining abt e irritating guys..feel so much better.. *smiles =)