my 1st inter-sch comp medal..

yupz..even the gold medals and records that i gt from srjc n nyp kant compare to this..
the closest i was to getting a medal was when i was in sec4..n i gt 4th.. =(((
7yrs of throwing (minus-ed my 1yr in working) and tis is my 1st inter-sch medal..
yes..i shd b jumping for joy and be vvvvv happy..
but in place of e happiness..there's mixed feelings..

mayb it's bcos of e competitors n my performance that makes me feel unsatisfactory towards this long awaited prize..
strong competitors were few.. huijuan n shiai din go..
naturally, few strong competitors = more chance of medal hope..
but getting a bronze for a dist of 24.79m...?
haiz..i'm disappointed in myself..
n i onli gt e 1st 2 throws measured..
e other 4 throws were early release..
yes they were farther..but no use..they were out of range.. *slaps myself*

there were consolations lyk 'u din really train' or 'ur knee was hurting'..
but that doesnt mean... ... haiz..
juz felt so undeserving for e medal.. =(((
mr guru and e nyp track were lyk congratulating me..n proud that i gt e 1st medal for nyp..
dun think i deserved e limelight n e attention..
sigh..


discus over..next up, will b shotput..
haiz..with a knee like this..i dun dare to put in too much hope..
anyway pet event's over..expectation of myself will b lower..
juz hope that i can do my best..tt's all..