physiology paper 2day was HORRENDOUS!!!

din managed to finish studying.. studied only the brain and spinal cord..
MCQs was half-ok.. at least i noe how to do the first half of the questions..
Essay qns was the goner..
6 qns..i only studied 1qn..
AND the WORST thing was when i wanted to write down my answers..
I FORGOT!!!
*&^%$#@!

how can i forget the functions of the hypothalamus!?!
when i was memorising all the functions of all parts of the brain at dawn..
and at the examination venue i rmbed the functions of the rest of the brain EXCEPT hypothalamus..
ARRGGGHHHHH!!!!!! *slaps myself*

really praying very hard for a D



depressed after the paper meant retail therapy and de-stressing
and NOT studying for psychology paper the next day..
bought CDs.. my favourite 羅志祥 =) and 曹格..
曹格's CD was selling at a cheap price..hence i was unable to resist the temptation..
and magazines.. with 羅志祥 on the cover..and another with Fiona Xie.. :)))



wanted to go for mercury's training..
since we played DAMN badly on saturday..
but heard from grace that it was cancelled..
so i presumed it was cancelled as not many people are going for training bcos of joan's 21st birthday chalet..

BUT to my surprise..
none of them went for the chalet except for grace and myself..
*&^%$#@!
where did those people go?
people like baoshan, ruiyi (she also had exam the next day), xiao huili, yansze, renee, ena and even YANHUI was there..
what happened to the rest!?!
if they din go for training bcos of the chalet.. i find it rather acceptable..
but NO!!!
there was no training AND they weren't at the chalet!!!
don't they want to improve?
i actually felt quite shameful to lose to a bunch of sec sch kids..they even have 14yr old kids!
i'm like going to be 7yrs older than them and yet we kant win them!?!
don't they have conscious? maybe their skin too thick liao..
or do they still think that our team is still quite strong?


i'm lost for words