she was the reason why i won't be at home that often..
she was the reason why i hated coming home in my teens..
she was the reason why i liked to come home late at night..



it's only at night when she's asleep where there will be peace at home



no screaming
no shouting
no frustrations
no vulgarities




just peace and quiet..
i liked the quietness of the house..
just like the moment now..
:))))


short-lived..
but treasured..
and precious..






i shouted at her to shut up..
not once..
not twice..
but thrice..

feeling abit guilty nw..
but it was all that i could say at that point of time..

never been that rude to her before..
but somehow deep inside me.. i was glad that i did that..