there's always 2 side to a story. sometimes it's good not knowing the other side, but when you do, it totally throws you off your stand, perception, impression.
i guess it's true when you know what's happening and when you found out that whatever you thought was true, might not be the fact, it's really hard to treat that person the same way you did before. the friendship that you both had is being put to the challenge. does he/she treat your friendship the same way as you do? does he/she really regard you as a true friend? questions would run through your head as you query the so-called friendship that you share.
i do not deny that these have been through my brain. and seriously, i do not know how to face you, or rather what do i regard you as? a friend? i'm not sure. the feeling of betrayal is still there, and this is not the first time. and everytime i see you, the strong feeling of anger, hatred rises up. so therefore i
WON'T take the initiative. call me petty or whatever shit,
i. do. not. care.
at. all.
those years of friendship. do they become fond memories or nightmares???